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nothing doing. couldnt sleep since i was too excited to go outside. i, of course, did not go outside.
fell into gaming and social media habit hard. also made a kickass sketch & updated an ocs profile. also laid out what a story has been about.
also realized that what i wish my fashion aesthetic was... is just an egirl. i have very conflicted feelings about that. also gothic, emo & scenecore seem really cool to me. i dont even use tiktok so i cant blame the brainrot. i think im just getting bored of random tshirt with random bottoms.
wasabicon was postponed to a month later less than 24 hrs before, no refund, and i learned about what they did in portland. i dont want to support ppl like this so im gonna see if i can get my mom to wait for other cons.
ive only heard paraphrased snippets but i think audre lorde's idea of self care hits me harder than any of the commercialized versions of it. like i know its important but it never hit quite right. its an act of not only self preservation- but a radical act of care for the collective. you tend to yourself first so you can actually rise to the occasion when youre needed to, alongside everyone else. <- a paraphrase of a paraphrase.
i want to just... delete all of my tabs, my bookmarks, my watch later, & the rest of my digital clutter. this hurts man. i dont feel this way with my soundcloud clutter but everywhere else i do. i think eventually ill cancel yt red & sub to soundcloud instead
fell into gaming and social media habit hard. also made a kickass sketch & updated an ocs profile. also laid out what a story has been about.
also realized that what i wish my fashion aesthetic was... is just an egirl. i have very conflicted feelings about that. also gothic, emo & scenecore seem really cool to me. i dont even use tiktok so i cant blame the brainrot. i think im just getting bored of random tshirt with random bottoms.
wasabicon was postponed to a month later less than 24 hrs before, no refund, and i learned about what they did in portland. i dont want to support ppl like this so im gonna see if i can get my mom to wait for other cons.
ive only heard paraphrased snippets but i think audre lorde's idea of self care hits me harder than any of the commercialized versions of it. like i know its important but it never hit quite right. its an act of not only self preservation- but a radical act of care for the collective. you tend to yourself first so you can actually rise to the occasion when youre needed to, alongside everyone else. <- a paraphrase of a paraphrase.
i want to just... delete all of my tabs, my bookmarks, my watch later, & the rest of my digital clutter. this hurts man. i dont feel this way with my soundcloud clutter but everywhere else i do. i think eventually ill cancel yt red & sub to soundcloud instead
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