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i thought i posted this before i slept... im not sure about using tags? like i dont want to clutter the diary/journal tags
im afraid to take the steps needed because in the past its hurt. but those steps dont cause hurt, the pain will follow regardless, at least until i learn to live in spite of it. (paraphrased from a jeremyjankle video but it applies to me too)
im also getting to a point that id rather just clear out tabs/other active digital items rather than ones that dont affect me right then and there. bookmarks? photos? i can ignore them. but then it also takes up space..
i need to make a playlist for videos in queue i want to hold onto. or helpful videos. (btw i did this right after typing it)
cat brought in a frog. it yelled at her and scared all of us. i dont think she ever knew that frogs make sound before this.
using pomodoro techniques for homework. currently working. i think i needed outside positive encouragement from a real person. hopefully i can keep the momentum. (im going to fucking try!!!)
productive day; ended before i really wanted it to, but im on my body's natural wind down now. btw its way too cold, my nose & fingers are chilly (well, until this heat flash existed at least. i hate heat flashes. dont know why im getting them, its not like im that old) tomorrow ill see about seeing a thin cloth mask & my fingerless gloves. i need to set up my computer once i move so i can use regular gloves.
im afraid to take the steps needed because in the past its hurt. but those steps dont cause hurt, the pain will follow regardless, at least until i learn to live in spite of it. (paraphrased from a jeremyjankle video but it applies to me too)
im also getting to a point that id rather just clear out tabs/other active digital items rather than ones that dont affect me right then and there. bookmarks? photos? i can ignore them. but then it also takes up space..
i need to make a playlist for videos in queue i want to hold onto. or helpful videos. (btw i did this right after typing it)
cat brought in a frog. it yelled at her and scared all of us. i dont think she ever knew that frogs make sound before this.
using pomodoro techniques for homework. currently working. i think i needed outside positive encouragement from a real person. hopefully i can keep the momentum. (im going to fucking try!!!)
productive day; ended before i really wanted it to, but im on my body's natural wind down now. btw its way too cold, my nose & fingers are chilly (well, until this heat flash existed at least. i hate heat flashes. dont know why im getting them, its not like im that old) tomorrow ill see about seeing a thin cloth mask & my fingerless gloves. i need to set up my computer once i move so i can use regular gloves.
