diary #12

 woke up. had a daydream before i slept where i got tumblr asks how my dream blog was going. i didnt make the dream blog but i guess im obligated to now. btw im not rlly in control of my daydreams, too much effort & too boring.
i realize how odd it is to have a diary in the public- but i guess i dont think anyone will actually see it? or that someone will start a conversation or give me a different perspective about a specific thing in it? its not like this account can really be tied to my normal accounts- other than in my interests... of which i dont lay out in my normal accounts in the first place.
uploaded so many images to toyhoyse.... a whole 56 of them.
reddit is pretty decent to use as a casual resource. not great 4 socializing but thats socmed for ya. not that i really want to make friends at all on there...
curled on the couch rn in an uncomfortable pain uggghhgh. necessary evil while i have a weak core
gnarpy....
got like. super clear a couple of hours before i slept. like we weren't really blurred. whispered out loud a fuck ton before we realised that mom was on the couch and im not sure if she could hear us. i hope the fuck not. was very hard to get me to go to sleep im not sure why the last few days ive been wired.