diary #2

 yesterday the conversation fizzled out & idk how to restart it today. if i even should. i feel a bit bad because he seemed excited about reconnecting & im... indifferent and anxiety filled. i guess at least i probably wont have to worry about being found as much, not that im just gonna forsake every practice ive been doing. anywayssss. i made a new a account on a service im hoping be helpful (being vague here), needs a bit of time & tweaking though. went to costco for tire change, turns out there was a major verizon outage so realizing that was fun. they messed up the food court froyo but its fine, soft serve is soft serve. (its something about air balance & too much mixture?) have a tension headache & depleted social battery. mom just wont stop rambling about her game like dude you know im not ok rn and need space. 
anyways its only halfway in the day so i might edit this later. i would apologize for rambling but its my daily journal *shrug*
taking a nap now

edit: its now after my "nap" and i ended up on project sekai again and as soon as i got to my *first full combo*, the servers went down for maintenance D: